The new book

I have finally finished writing my next book.  Let’s see… it only took four years to write it.  I started writing it in the summer of 2007.  As you can see, I am not a fast writer.  This book is not about the Revolutionary War, but is instead about what I did in the war.  I have mentioned it here before, but if anyone is reading it for the first time, this book does not cover my entire military career.  That would be pretty boring for the reader, and it would be boring for me to write it.   So I chose three major events that changed my life.  One is the first time I went to war, in Grenada.  The second story was about the death of a Ranger and a friend, while I was in the 3rd Ranger Battalion.  The third story is about the second time I went to war, during Desert Storm.   I find it fitting to finish the book now because today is the 21st anniversary of Desert Storm.

 

The stories of Grenada and Desert Storm I wanted to write with an eye towards history, and to let some unknown stories come out.  I was contacted by a lot of the men I had served with and they told me what they saw.  These are stories that have never been published, or even known about.   So I am excited about that.  The story about the death of PFC Hobgood was actually written right after he was killed in 1985.  I needed to put it all down on paper, but I didn’t want anyone to know what I was doing, so I changed all the names.  The story I wrote was full of dialog, and it almost seems like a novel… but everything actually happened.  I had to go back and change all the names back to the real ones for my book.    The entire book is now written, so I have to go to the next step. 

 

My grammar is pretty bad, which you can tell by reading this blog.  So I pick a bunch of folks I know, from various backgrounds and education, and send them serialized versions of what I had written.  I then ask them to edit it, and let me know if the story makes sense, if something needs to be added, and if I am rambling and something needs to be taken away.  This process will take a few months.  After that I will then have to search for a publisher.  In the past I worked with a Print on Demand publisher, so it was pretty easy.  However a POD publisher is not the same as a major publishing house.  I know of some fellow Rangers that have had books published, so I will go through them to see what help they can give me.   If all else fails I can do this book POD, but I am trying to move away from that. 

 

So, the final stages begin.   I have no title for the book yet.  For some reason when folks find out I’m about to write another book, they always want to know the title.  That is the last thing I come up with.  So until the book goes through my “editors” I won’t worry about the title.

Focusing on my writing

OK, wake up around 0800.  First thing, feed the chickens and let them loose for the day.  I need to work out and lose that weight so that I can be fit for the new school year.   I can’t run due to a bone spur, created by a twisted ankle back in 1998, but I can ride the bike.  So what if it is almost 100 degrees by 1000, of I go.  Five miles on a mountain bike and I’m pretty much sweating like a pig and breathing hard.

 

Breakfast.  Oops, I need to wash up some dishes first.  Put away some pans.  I wonder what is for dinner tonight.  Let me go out to the freezer, in the outside workshop, and check.   Something with chicken.   I need to put away these tools in the workshop first though.  That bench on the front porch needs some repair.  I’ll carry it out to the workshop too.  Hey, the bucket of water that the bees drink from is getting low.  First I’ll fill that bucket.  Man, water is coming out slow.  I think first I’ll go change that filter on the water pump coming out of the well.  I should pull these weeds by the flowers around the well.  I’ll do that first. 

 

OK, weeds pulled.  Filter changed.  Bees watered.  But what about that bench?  I can glue the piece on now, and then have breakfast.  OK bench repaired.  Chicken removed from the freezer… well, almost.  I need to pull out the hive that is in there.  Wax moths killed the hive and freezing it kills the wax moth eggs.  I need to put in the second half of the hive (because all won’t fit in there).  OK, hive removed and chicken now defrosting.  I think I’ll eat come breakfast. 

 

Well, crap!  I have physical therapy in 45 minutes!  Quick shower, eat something, and then go.  Physical therapy is for an annual pain in the back, which is due to bone spur, which is due to jumping out of an airplane about 300 times in 20 years. 

 

Physical therapy.  Very similar to medieval torture. Strap me into the rack; stretch me for 20 minutes while they shoot electric shocks into my spine.  Afterwards young 20-something girls massage me with a laser.  I think they are trying to get me to confess, I’m not sure about what.  OK, time to go home… wait… why is there a tank at the Food Lion.  OK, it’s not a tank, but a Saladin Armored Car.  But still…why is there a tank at the Food Lion? 

 

OK, head home.  Well, not yet… I can stop by Eric’s and see how he is getting on restoring his new home to living conditions.  He is the newest member of the former Army commune that we have going on in Harnett County.  The “Three Families” commune spread out over 6 miles.  Whether or not he will become the Fourth Family will determine on whether or not he can survive the grueling assessment and selection process.  Stop by the house, things are going well.  The nasty school bus yellow carpet is gone and replaced with hard woods.  Nice framed artifacts, showing the original deed from King George to Hugh Rea in 1762. 

 

OK, time to get home and start my day of writing no my next book.  This is the book about what I did in the military and I’ve been writing it for about three years now.  I am going to finish it this summer.  I know I am.  Just got to start writing again. 

 

Back home … well, let’s do a drive by of the bee hives and make sure all is well.  Hmmm... one hive has the entrance reducer turned sideways.  The bees can’t get in very well.  Well, can’t let that stay.  I run inside and get on my bee suit… well, not the whole suit… just the jacket, a veil and I’m wearing shorts and sandals.  A quick run to the hive, and pry off that cockeyed entrance reducer… oops, lots of bees.  Lots and lots of bees.  A quick tap and I need to RUN AWAY!  Whew!  Well, I can’t go inside now.  Too many bees flitting around my head.  I’ll just take off this suit and see what is happening to the crops. 

 

I need to pick these beans.  Ditto with the tomatoes.  Heck, I think I’ll pick the garlic now!  Done!  Well, the garlic was growing in pots, so let me throw all this good dirt onto some other plants.  It may help.  Well, let me check the chickens and see what eggs are there.  Wow!  Two dozen eggs!  I’ll check their water too.  It must be noon or something and it’s pretty hot.  Most likely 100 degrees.  I wonder if the rabbits are good.  I’ll check on them.  Yep, rabbits are OK. 

 

What do you geese want?  Why do you keep following me?  Why am I talking to two geese? OK, let’s take a walk to the pond. They won’t go unless I go.  It’s slow walking, trying to have the geese keep up with me, but they go where I go.  Lucky for me I built a new bench by the pond (on a previous day when I was focusing on writing).  I watch the geese for a half hour, playing in the water.  Hey… evidently I have both a girl goose and a boy goose.  The boy goose definitely wants to hop on the girl goose.  Either that or I have gay geese.  Can geese by gay?  I need to Google that.   OK, can’t sit here forever.  I have writing to do.  OK, I’ll go slowly so you two geese can keep up. 

 

OK, time to do some serious writing on my book.  I’ll sit right here at the computer and… I’m hungry.  Wow it is past 1:00!  I’ll make some lunch.  You know what would go great with a turkey sandwich… a tomato.  Let me go see if I have one in the garden. OK, back outside to pick tomatoes.  Well, I need to pick them all.  I don’t want them to go bad.  Hey, some cantaloupes are ready to be picked too.  OK, back inside.  I need to cut up that cantaloupe and put it in the refrigerator.  My oldest daughter likes cantaloupe.  I need to save the seeds though, so let me separate them and start drying them.  OK, make a sandwich and I’ll watch a little TV news to see what the heck is falling apart in the world today. 

 

OK, now I’m going to do some serious writing!  Man, that garlic stinks.  I need to Google how to store fresh garlic, so it doesn’t stink up the place as much.  Google says to let it dry for a week.  OK, let me go cut off the stalks and lay them aside.  I’ll wash the dirt off too. 

 

OK, now I’m ready!  I wonder how much a Saladin armored car is worth today.  Hey, look, there is one on EBAY for £22,000.  What is that in dollars?  I’ll Google that.  About $36,000.  It’s in Scotland.  I wonder how much it would take to ship it over.  FEDEX?  I wonder if you can drive an armored car around on the road… well, that’s a dumb question.  It’s North Carolina.  Of course you can.  What is the license for an armored car? Weighted?  Antique?  Let me Google that and find out.  I wonder if my wife would let me have an armored car.  That would be cool!

 

OK, time to write more about what I did in Desert Storm.  Let me check my email first!  Hmmm, some officer in a Royal Artillery company in Britain wants me to write up a request for an honor title for his unit.  He wants his unit to get credit for what they did in the Revolutionary War.  OK, no problem.  I can knock that out fairly quickly. 

 

Wow, it took longer than I thought, its 5:00!  Man, I need to mow the yard today!  OK, let me get on that.   Mowing, mowing, mowing.   Man, its 6:00.  I need to only mow a part of the yard (it is 3 acres of grass and 9 of forest).  I’ll mow the other part tomorrow… after I finish writing for the day.   I need to water everything.  No rain in a week.  Everything is looking weak!   OK, garden is watered!  Whew it is 7:30.  Late dinner tonight. 

 

My wife had both hips replaced last month, so all the dinners are made by me.  So, what shall I have tonight?  Chicken Creole sounds good.  While it’s cooking let me check some more of my email.  I need to answer these various questions about history, reenacting or other stuff.  Let me check my three Facebook accounts also.  I can do this in between stirring the pot.   Reunions are all this weekend.  The Ranger Rendezvous is in Fort Benning.  The 82nd Airborne is having their convention in Reno.  F Company, 51st LRSU is having their get together in Chattanooga.  The 5th Group guys are meeting in Tampa.   If gas wasn’t so expensive I would be at any of those places.  Can’t go.  Too poor.  I also need to do all this writing in my book. 

 

Dinner time.  Let’s watch a movie too.  Dinner For Schmucks.  OK.  Funny parts.  Girls, time to clean the dishes, I’m going to go work on my book.  Wait, it’s dark now.  I need to go lock up the chickens and make sure all the animals are taken care of. 

 

OK, it’s late, 10:00, but I still have time to do some writing.  Hmmm… I wonder if I can find anything about Hugh Rea in 1760s Harnett County.  Well, it’s not Harnett County then, but still part of Cumberland County.  Lots of information about plantation owners on the Cape Fear, but nothing north of Cross Creek (or Fayetteville… as it is known today).  

 

Wow!  Its 11:00.  Well, I think I’ll goof off until I go to bed.  I tell my wife goodnight and then plug in the headphones and microphone into the computer.   Time to play Blackops, on line, with my “Clan” the OutLawz.  Running around shooting at folks, while talking and telling goofy stories, is a great way to wind down.  They wondered what I did all day.  I tell them I was not doing much, just writing in my book. 

 

Hey, look at that.  Its 1:00 in the morning.  I need to get to sleep. 

 

Tomorrow I’m going to write in that book.  I know I’ll get a lot done!

 

 

Memorial Day

Right after the War Between the States a holiday was created. The South had been devastated and every family had lost a loved one. That holiday caught on in the north and the brotherhood of war united soldiers more than ideology ever could. The war was the bloodiest one that was ever fought by America. Some thought that we would never have the stomach to fight another war. However there were more conflicts in our future. Plato once wrote that only the dead have seen the end of war.

 

War will always be here. Some are fought for huge ideals and great causes. Some are fought to increase the wealth or power of a nation. Some never do have a clear reason as to why they occurred. Decades after these wars end the historians are still scratching their heads. However, in all of these wars there is the warrior. The soldiers, sailors, airmen and marines. The warrior doesn’t fight for economics, power, increased trade, or even to stop another nation’s ideology. The soldier fights because he must do so to survive. He fights because to not do so would shame him by his comrades, the men he has come to love.
He fights to save them.  

 

A writer once wrote that war is to men, what childbirth is to women. For those who have not gone through either there is something missing in their lives. For those who have experienced it, life is never the same, and you really can’t describe it to anyone who was never there.

 

All war stories are a lie. You can’t really tell the truth. It would be too boring. Too horrendous. Too stupid. Too confusing. You may think you’re telling the truth, but the edges get fuzzy over the years. The facts changed slightly so as to leave out parts the listener would never accept.

 

Memorial Day is the day to honor the men who died in the military service for this country. For those not of this country, it is your day too. A bond of fire unites us all. An English officer once stated that he always considered the forward edge of the battle area as the most exclusive club in the world. Money and family ties will not get you here. Only the courage to step forward and to stand fast will let you remain in this club.

 

Some of those who have never heard that earth-shattering SNAP of the bullet passing by your head will try to tell you that this day is to honor anyone you know who has died. Everyone from the doctor down the street who takes care of your Aunt Edna, to the Hollywood star who ended his short but glorious career. However this is not true.  

 

Memorial Day honors those men who have stood in the line, run between the raindrops, and have found that you can take cover behind a tomato can if there’s nothing else. Those who were soldiers once don’t normally treat this day differently. They go to work, they have their cookouts, they watch John Wayne on TNT, and they spend time with their families. They may put a flag out.

 

However for those who have been there every day is Memorial Day. It’s always there, under the surface. Life goes on and it sinks deeper down.  You play with your children, you stay busy at work, you type on the computer and it never seems to come up. Then something will bring it back with the speed of a bullet. For some it may be a movie or a show on TV, for some it may be seeing a buddy who you knew when you were Warrior Kings. It may not come back until you hear that door slam, which makes you instinctively move towards cover. It may not come back until you drink that beer, or in an even more ironic twist, it returns because you have sworn off alcohol and remember as you watch those around you drink.

 

For some it returns with the image of a black wall covered in names. 

 

Today is not for them, but for you who can enjoy this day in the pursuit of life, liberty and happiness. You can enjoy these inalienable rights because of these few men.

 

Memorial Day is for you to remember those who have gone before you, even though you don’t know their names.

Immersion event

An immersion event is different than most reenactments.  At most reenactments you have varying degrees of authenticity.  Some reenactors strive to do everything exactly as it had been done 230 years ago, while others will defer to personal comfort and forego some authenticity.  Examples of this is bringing a sleeping bag to an event instead of sleeping with just a single blanket, or having the women cook elaborate meals, instead of eating in a “mess” of five men.   In an immersion event everything is done in an 18th century manner.  The only exceptions to this were having a port-a-john close to the camp, instead of using a slit trench.

 

Over the last couple of years an organization was created to immerse the reenactor into the 18th century military life.  The name of this unit is simply known as The Model Company.  It is made up of reenactors from several different units and from all corners of the country.  The Model Company is not  a normal reenactment unit, that meets several times a year, but instead only does two events a year.  Last year several of us in the Carolinas decided to do a Model Company event after hearing good reviews of one of their events.  To participate in a Model Company event we had to create their portrayed uniform.  The Model Company has portrayed several different units over the years, but for the event we were going to they portray Captain Heart’s Company of the 4th Connecticut Regiment as it appeared in 1781 during the Yorktown Campaign.  

 

To prepare myself for the event I had to make a pair of linen trousers, a linen hunting frock, and a light infantry cap.  All items had to be hand sewn.  I had the rest of the uniform all ready, since much of what we wear in the 2nd North Carolina Regiment is used by the Model Company.   There were five of us in three different units who planned to attend.  Bert Puckett, Zack Pace and Joel Anderson of the 2nd South Carolina, Luis Cruz of the 6th North Carolina and Myself from the 2nd North Carolina Regiment.   We would become Mess Number 1.  We had one workshop at Bert’s house in December to make the pants so that we would all be on the same page. 

 

The event was to be held at Scotchtown in Virginia, which was the home of Patrick Henry.  The site has Patrick Henry’s home and outbuildings and is surrounded by relatively pristine land.  The only modern intrusions were a line of telephone poles running near a modern road.   We left early on Friday, May 13th, and drove up to Virginia all in the same vehicle.   Gas prices have effected reenacting, so trying to car pool to events in the cheapest way to do the event.   None of us knew exactly what to expect.  We did not know if we would be inspected before we could come into the event or if vehicles would not be allowed near the camp to unload. 

 

We traveled light, only carrying what the soldiers did.  I had a knapsack (18th century rucksack), a tin kettle in a kettle bag, a haversack and a single wool blanket.  Our Mess brought up two tents, four shovels, and a hand axe.   These would mainly be used by the whole camp.  We arrived at Scotchtown around 5:00 and met up with some of the other reenactors that we knew.  We carried the tents to the camp site and set them up, and dug a trench around the outside of them to deflect any water that may come from storms.  The weatherman had predicted a 70% chance of rain the next day and we figured we would get wet before the weekend was over.  After setting up our tent we put hay on the floor and put our packs in the tents.  Other men were out gathering wood from the nearby tree line.  The site would not let us dig a circular kitchen, so each Mess would have their own small cook fire instead.  We dug the hole for the cook fire and then stored our muskets in a small tent that would be our Belle of Arms. 

 

Since no rations would be issued until Saturday morning we all piled back into the truck and drove into Ashland to eat at a local restaurant.  The sky did look threatening, but it still hadn’t rained.  We were hoping that it would hold off until after we had bedded down that night.   When we returned to camp, around 7:00, we changed into our 18th century clothing and carried all our gear into the camp.  There was no modern items on us at all for the weekend. 

 

All four of us were assigned to one tent.  Initially there was supposed to be five to a tent, but one thing we could not change was our sizes.  An 18th century soldier was shorter and much less “wide” than we were, so there was no way five would fit in the tent.  We were able to get our four man mess in the tent, although we would all be touching each other throughout the night.  All our gear, except the muskets, was stored in the back of the tent in what is known as the bell.  I was one of the shortest men in our mess, at 5 feet 9 inches, and I was able to stretch out with my feet and head just barely touching the sides of the tent.  The others had to sleep in a fetal position or else their feet would stick out the sides.  Bert chose to sleep by the door, which meant he would get the most wet if it rained.

 

The Model Company had a formation as it was getting dark and formed up details to gather more wood and start the fires.  Fires were started using just flint and steel, but if you know how to do it, it is not hard.  The only problem we had was that the wood was wet from a previous rain storm.  After borrowing coals from another fire we finally got our fire started.   There was to be a fire guard that night, to keep the fire going until morning and the corporals of the four messes held a meeting to determine who would have guard and when.  Our Mess would have the first and last guard.  I crawled into the tent to get whatever sleep I could.  I decided to keep my shoes on, mainly because they were too hard to try to slip on quickly.

 

Bert and Zack stayed up for our entire guard, so I didn’t pull the first shift.  When all four of us finally got in the tent it was a night of interrupted naps.  Every time anyone would move or shift I would wake up.  My legs, though not long, began to hurt, especially in my knees, because I only had limited space to move them.  Then there was the multitude of noises and smells emitting from four guys crammed horizontally into a tent.    A couple of times in the night Bert was woken up by other guards, telling him it was his turn, and he had to argue with them that we are not on until 0430.  The rain did finally arrive around 0200 and kept up a steady pace for about an hour.  The guard had a single watchcoat to use if it was too cold or if it rained.  This was authentic too, since only a few watchcoats were in each company and they were only used for guard duty.   I was awakened for my guard shift at 0430 and I relieved Luis by the fire.  I had to go back a few times in the tent to get a canteen and my frock.  I thought I had it, but I had grabbed my waistcoat instead.  I sat on the ground with my back to the fire, looking out into the shadows, occasionally throwing a piece of wood on the coals to keep the fire going.   When my shift was over I woke up Zack and got a few more minutes of sleep.  Needless to say, the next morning we were pretty tired. 

 

We had a lone fifer as the company musician and he woke us up playing musician call.  I thought it was funny that our lone musician would be playing the tune for all the other musicians to fall in.  The fifer then began to play the assembly and the sergeants of the company began yelling to the men to fall in.   All of us tumbled out of our tents, many put on their frocks and caps, but I just stumbled into line in my shirt and trousers.   Roll was taken and then the morning details were handed out.  Each mess had to supply two men to wood duty, one man to pick up rations and one man to build up the fire.  We were also told that we had two hours to make breakfast and pack our knapsacks up, ready to move if we had to. 

 

I volunteered to get the rations and I gathered up the kettle, a large piece of cloth from my knapsack and a small sack.  These would be needed to carry back all the rations.  The quartermaster building was the kitchen building for Scotchtown.  The quartermaster sergeant was inside, dividing up the food into piles and he also cooked the officer’s meals.   Our four man mess was given four pounds of corn meal, that I put in my cap and in the large cloth.   We were issued four pounds of “bacon” that was more fat than meat.  I put this fatback in the kettle.  We were also issued two pounds of black eyed peas that I put in the sack.  I carried the rations back to camp and we decided how we would cook it.  These rations were for the whole day, so we decided to eat the bacon and cornmeal for breakfast and lunch and save the blackeyed peas for dinner.   Bert was able to forage and find some country ham steaks and some coffee before leaving North Carolina, so we had that also. 

 

We sat there analyzing what to do.  We were 21st century people trying to figure out how to cook in the 18th century.  Bert took his tin plate from his haversack and split a stick part way.  He then shoved the plate onto the stick and made a frying pan with handle.  We used this to cook the bacon.   The coffee was put into the tin cups and put on the fire to boil.  I had a flat horn with sugar in it, so that helped the taste of the coffee.  Most of the soldiers got their muskets out of the arms tent and began rubbing off all the rust that collected the night before.  I had put a good coat of oil on the barrel, and I covered the lock with a cover, so I didn’t have to worry about rust.

 

The cornmeal was a bit harder to figure out.  Without an actual frying pan and butter or eggs, making cornbread would be hard.  When I was living with the Saudi Border Patrol during Operation Desert Storm I saw the Saudis make ash cake several times.  They would mix up flour with water and pour it in the ashes.  It cooked after awhile and when it was finished they blew the ashes off.  It tasted pretty good.  I decided to do this with the cornmeal.  The rest of the Mess didn’t have any complaints, so as the bacon cooked I would pour the grease into a couple of handfuls of flour that I put in the kettle.   As each piece of bacon cooked up we would eat it, though it was tough and rubbery.  Once we had enough coals I added water to the cornmeal and then poured it onto the coals. 

 

This turned out to be an epic failure.  The coals were smothered and the cornmeal just sat there.  We stared at it for about 15 minutes, but it didn’t do anything.  I dug out the cornmeal and then picked out all the unburnt coals.  We saw other Messes cooking corn patties on shovels, so we took a shovel, greased it down with some bacon drippings, and put the uncooked corn meal must onto it.  As it fried up I picked out the ash chunks from the rest of the cornmeal for the next patty.   I imagine that if I had done that back in the Revolutionary War my mess mates would be rather annoyed that I just dumped 1/3 of our food into the fire.    Though it wasn’t the tastiest meal, it did fill us up and by the time of the 0800 formation we were ready to train, though all of us were pretty tired after a night of guard.

 

The training was an immersion into the minute details of the Von Steuben drill.  From 0800 until lunch we trained without weapons.  We focused on facing movements, marching and quick marching.  While marching we focused on unit formations such as open order, close order and breaking off by sections.   We did it again, and again, and again, until the muscle memory kicked in and we began to do things automatically without thinking about it.  We answered each command by saying the cadence.  “Present Arms!”… “One! Two! Three!”  By lunch we were sore, tired and our feet were soaked from walking in wet grass all morning.  Some of the guys had immersion foot and decided to go without socks for the rest of the morning.  I had a good pair of wool socks, and they continued to keep my feet comfortable.  I also had a good pair of shoes, made in Williamsburg, while others had shoes from Fugawee, which proved to be not up to the challenge. 

 

At the lunch formation we broke down into those getting wood, those refilling canteens, and those of us cooking the food.  We had another two hours to cook lunch and after the morning’s disaster, I decided to cook all the cornmeal patties on a shovel.  Bert pulled out his ham steaks, and we had a much better meal than we did at breakfast.  We would fry up one of the steaks, and then we would rip off a piece and eat it with our fingers.  During this time we would constantly be cutting up small pieces of wood and feeding it to the fire.   Keeping the fire going was a constant job that rotated amongst the Mess.  We had a small camp axe and a knife to help chop up the wood. 

 

After lunch we formed up for the afternoon drill, but this time we carried muskets.  We started out by learning how to fire by the numbers.  We didn’t fire actual rounds, but instead had replaced our flints with a piece of wood.  Each individual motion was covered and we did it again and again.  When we had a water break, and one from each mess went to refill canteens, those of us from the Carolina Brigade told how we did the firing sequence and what we had learned from Steuben.  What we told them made sense, and they changed how they did the drill.  Steuben was vague in many areas, so it is easy to interpret how to do the drill in different ways.   We did all movements with bayonets fixed, but I had an earlier model French bayonet, with my later model French musket.  Due to this my bayonet went the opposite way as everyone else.   Instead of facing to the right, it faced to the left.  As we did the drill I kept stabbing myself in the hand due to this.  Finally I took off the bayonet and did the rest of the drill unfixed. 

 

Late in the afternoon we began to do the movements, at a rapid rate, carrying muskets.  We also went through several scenarios with the company, such as moving and firing by sections, withdrawing by sections and passing a defile (a hole in a fence). By the end of the day we had sore muscles, worn out feet and were pretty tired.  We broke around 5:00 and were told that we had two hours for dinner. 

 

At the end of lunch I had put the blackeyed peas in the kettle and covered them water to soak.   Dinner was going to be blackeyed peas with the bacon and ham bits in there.  I added some hot pepper from my haversack, and Luis dug up some wild onions he dug up out of the field.  We also acquired some rosemary from the plantation’s herb garden.  While this was cooking we laid around the fire, talking of what we learned and telling stories of different battles we had fought in the past.  After an hour of cooking at a rolling boil I figured the peas were done.  I also had a small horn full of salt to season the peas.  The meal was fantastic and made up for the destruction of breakfast.   While we ate I passed around a redware bottle of rum as our rum ration.  The officers had their rations served to them at the kitchen house by the company quartermaster.   The rations were the same, they were just prepared better.

 

While we were eating word was passed around that there was going to be guard duty that night.  It was going to be a full “Grand Rounds” guard duty, which would have everyone in the company on guard.  The guard was to go till midnight.   We were told we would have a formation at 8:00.  I decided to lay down for awhile.  I oiled down my musket, put the lock cover on and put it in the arms tent with the other muskets.  This was a precaution because the sky was beginning to darken and thunder was rumbling to the west.   I spread out my blanket on the hay and laid down to catch some sleep before we had to do guard duty in the rain.   I took off my shoes to let my feet air out a little and try to dry.

 

I was awakened by the company first sergeant yelling for everyone to form up in the company street.  The rain had begun to fall, but we all stumbled out of the tents to get into line.  I didn’t bother putting on my shoes, because it would have taken too long.  While we stood there, with the rain beginning to fall, the sergeant told us to make sure we got under cover and didn’t get wet.  This seemed entirely like the real Army.  When we were released I crawled back into the tent, along with the rest of our Mess.  Soon the rain fell a little faster and the sergeant went around telling all that if the rain fell too hard all of us would move to the basement of the Scotchtown plantation house.   The sergeant also told us to pack up our knapsacks and get ready to move.  I told Bert that I would stay in the tent, and I didn’t care if it rained.  I was pretty dry where I was.  I also figured that if everyone else left the tent, I would get a great night’s sleep. 

 

The rain fell even harder, but none of us, except for Bert, was getting wet.  Since Bert was at the tent entrance all the rain was blowing in on him.  He was tempted to get up and go to the basement, but as he was speaking he fell asleep.   Right before it got dark the lieutenant, Stuart Lilie, woke us up and told us that the guard duty for the night was cancelled due to the weather and we could sleep.

 

Sleep that night was easier, due to us being so tired, but it was still uncomfortable.  Some in tent beside us stayed up late talking, and then the tent on the other side woke up early and talked.  Every time one person in the tent shifted to get into a more comfortable position we all woke up and had to shift too.  The rain came down hard; the drumming on the tent lulling us to sleep.

 

I woke up listening to the men in the tent beside us talking.   I could hear the fifer stumbling around and his fife case clinking on his tent.  I figured I had a few minutes to put on my shoes and use the bathroom, so I woke up early.  The fifer played musician’s call, but instead of playing assembly right away he waited for the men to put on their clothes and shoes.  I was had time to relieve myself and get back before the company formed up.  When assembly was played we were all dressed.  Roll was taken and it was discovered that we had lost a few men.  This wasn’t due to the weather, but was due to some of the men only being able to stay for Saturday’s training.    The first sergeant told us we had two hours to cook draw rations, clean weapons and cook breakfast.   I relinquished my role as the cook of the Mess so that someone else would get a chance to learn.  I pulled my musket out of the arms tent to check for rust, but there was none, so I had time to pack my knapsack up and get ready to drop the tents.   I also replaced my wooden flint with a real one.

 

We tried to recreate the dinner we had the night before, but there wasn’t enough time and the wood was all wet.  The peas weren’t quite cooked all the way through.  We had coffee and ham, but forego the corn meal cakes.  I ate a plate of the blackeyed peas as quick as I could and then put my uniform on for the formation.  We were ordered to place all of our packs outside the tents in a row and to bury all the fires after dousing them with water.  I did a water run to fill up canteens and to clean the kettle by the kitchen.  While I was there I found some wild strawberries and ate a few of them, but they weren’t quite ripe yet. 

 

Training that morning was similar to what we did the day before.  More moving, loading and firing drills, without actually firing any ammunition.  We also had some women visit the camp while we trained.  We continued to train until around noon, when we returned to camp, dropped the tents and rolled them up for movement.  In the actual army the tents would then be gathered up by a quartermaster detail and placed in the wagons.  When we reformed the sergeants gave each man a pack of ammunition with 12 blank cartridges inside.  I slipped these towards the front of the cartridge box, so it would be easier to grab.  Our noon training was to be for any spectators who showed up to Scotchtown.  There weren’t many, but the training was actually for us and not them. 

 

Firing blanks, with bayonet fixed and ramming down cartridges with the rammer was different than what we do in a normal reenactment.  We never draw rammers in a battle reenactment and many sites do not let the soldiers fix bayonets.  So this bit of realism showed us how fast we could really load.  I noticed, with a bit of pride, that the Carolina Brigade soldiers were loaded and at shoulder arms before anyone else each time.   By the end of the drill we were sweating and out of breath from running across the field, doing the different movements.

 

After the drill we put on all our gear.  I discovered that if you have a haversack, a canteen and a kettle in a bag, and all are the same height, that it doesn’t work.  I plan on cutting down some of the straps so these three items, all worn on my left side, will be “layered”.   We marched out of camp and continued to the modern parking lot, where the company said its final comments and then dismissed.    Everyone made plans to immediately go to the local Arby’s and eat!

 

Though sleeping was rare, and muscles were sore, this was a great experience to learn what it was like to be a soldier in the 18th century.  As long as the Model Company stays in the same uniform, I plan on attending more of these events.  

Best of the Best

I have four different lives.  One is my JROTC job at Lee County High School; another is my work as an author; there is the life I lead in “The Hobby” of Revolutionary War reenactor, and finally there is my life at home as Husband, Daddy and farmer/beekeeper.   I also keep in touch with these different lives through several mediums.  I have three separate Facebook pages, dealing with each of these lives, and I am on several Yahoo groups that deal with the Revolutionary War.  So this is why there are long periods of time in between posts on this blog. 

 

In January I picked up a new group of cadets for our second semester, and we had to do something new.  The Junior ROTC building has been on the west side of the campus since the 1970s.  This year my school is doing major construction, and part of that construction was constructing us a new building.  The only pain in this was moving.  I really hate moving.  I moved a dozen times before I graduated high school, and I moved another dozen times after that.  Moving is good because you finally go through all the little nick-nacks and boxes of junk that you were setting aside, and throwing most of it away, but it is time consuming and seems to be an impossible task.  With the help of our cadets we moved the whole Junior ROTC building, (three classrooms, two supply rooms and an arms room) into the new building that only had two classrooms, one supply room and an arms room.   The new building is pretty nice, and has built in security, like motion detectors and alarms, everywhere. 

 

While this was all going on I was training the Raider team for something they had never done before… The Best of the Best.  Last year we had the Best Raider competition on Fort Bragg and I wrote on this blog that we were the top team in six states.  However this wasn’t really true because all six states didn’t show up.  They could have, but it would have been a long drive to most.  So we really didn’t know where we stand against ALL of the schools in 4th Brigade.   This year a competition was created to prove who truly was the best.  It all started a few months ago with Regional Raider competitions in each state.  Only the top three from each competition would be given invitations to the Best of the Best that would be held at UNC-Charlotte.

 

This year the Lee County Raider team has been doing great.  We came in 1st Place in the last three competitions that they competed in.  I was a little worried at the beginning of this year when the Raiders had a shake up on the team.  The team had a “vote of confidence” to determine who would be the new commander or if they would keep the old commander.  When the old commander didn’t get re-elected, he quit the team and took another Raider with him.  Though the team had some hard times, they brought it back and continued to come in 1st Place at the events.  With the team was my oldest daughter, Cailin, who is looked upon as the good luck charm… the mojo. 

 

In the Eastern Regional competition the Lee County Raiders came in 1st Place overall, securing our invitation to the Best of the Best.  When we received the official invitation we were told that all the food and three hotel rooms would be paid for.  We had hit the big leagues!   The only bad thing that happened the week before the event was that I and my whole family, was wiped out by some stomach virus thing going around.  I spent the good part of two days living in the bathroom, or waiting in line to get there. 

 

We stayed in a hotel in Charlotte on Friday night, and after a pretty good breakfast in the hotel lobby, we began the competition.  This competition was harder than any Raider event I have been to.  Normally a Raider competition will take around six hours to do the five events.  This is because all the teams there are backlogged and in line waiting to compete.  At the Best of the Best competition each team had a specific start time.  Once you started you went from one competition to the next, non-stop.  The Raiders did the five events in about two hours, and were exhausted at the end.  One of the toughest events was the Commander’s event that consisted of an up-armored HUMV pull. The HUMV weighed 12,000 pounds.  Some of the schools were not able to pull it more than a few feet, but each team had to pull it up a slight incline for 25 yards.   If you do the math that equals each of the eight Raiders pulling about 1,500 pounds. 

 

While the competition was going on we got to see the best teams in each state in action.  I also witnessed the fastest rope bridge time I have ever heard of.  South Rowan did their rope bridge in one minute and five seconds.  WOW!  That almost too fast to be believed.  At the end of the day we did place in one competition, we got second place in litter carry.  Each team that was at the competition was awarded a Best of the Best streamer to put on their guidon, just proving that they are truly one of the Best of the Best.  In the end we came in 5th Place. The number one school in all of 4th Brigade was Landrum, a small town in South Carolina.  The 2nd through 5th place were all North Carolina schools. 

 

Though 5th place may not seem too great, it is a major accomplishment.  Out of 300 schools only 20 were invited to the Best of the Best.  Out of those 20 we are in the top five.  If I had a football team that was number five out of six states, there would be bronze statues of them in front of the stadium.  However since they are just Junior ROTC, not that many people know how great they are. 

 

In my reenacting “life” I did a lot of sewing over the winter months, mainly working on that pair of leather breeches.  My fingers felt like hamburger by the time I finished.  I also had to mend the clothing of the Junior ROTC cadets who go with me to the reenactments.  Our first reenactment of the year was in Greensboro, the Battle of Guilford Courthouse.  The reenactment was similar to last year, but for the first time in about a decade, the weather was nice and not raining, snowing or a mud pit.  Though everyone had a great time, we learned that this may be the last year that the reenactment happens.  The budget crisis is affecting all, to include cities and county managers.  The reenactment at Guilford may be on the chopping block.  Due to this there will be a large meeting of the heads of all the units to determine what we can do to save the reenactment at Guilford. 

 

Finally, in the “author” side of my life I have been continuing research to get the Desert Storm phase of my book correct.  Due to all the other parts of my life, this is slow going.  I have also been scanning pictures from the two dozen albums I have over the years, and then trying to track down the soldiers in the pictures.  With Facebook this is not as hard as it seems.  The guys who were with me in Grenada are slowly coming together and we were going to do a reunion in Reno, Nevada this year at the 82nd Airborne Convention.  However I think the astronomically high gas prices may put a damper on that.  I don’t see an end in sight, so I will most likely stay home this summer and take my daughters to a local vacation. 

Bright Star 1983

It was 20 years ago today...

This is an excerpt from the book I’m writing, about Desert Storm.  This all took place in a giant valley in the desert known as Wadi el Batin.

 

A day after the war was supposed to begin I was on radio watch at the OP, while the DMVs went out on patrol.  I got a call on the Jaguar from the Saudi AMX-10 that there were tanks moving around in the wadi.  This had to be Iraqis, because there were no other tanks up with us.  I called our DMVs to verify if this was true, but they couldn’t see anything yet.  I then got a radio message, with the code word “ZONAL”, which was the order for us to extract out of our OPs and move to the alternate positions.  I told Ibrahim that we were ordered to leave, but he said him and his men were going to stay.  One of the DMVs came by the OP and picked me up and then we went to the “Castle” in the wadi. 

When all of us had gathered at the Castle another message came in, telling us we needed to go to MOPP level 2 (put on the NBC suits) because Desert Shield had just become Desert Storm.  The order said hostilities would begin at 0300 or 2400 ZULU time.  This was the first time any of us heard of an operation called Desert Storm, and we wondered if it was like Imminent Thunder two months prior.  We didn’t put on the MOPP suits because we only had two of them, and there was no resupply.  The other OPs did break open their MOPP suits and wore them for several weeks. 

Lieutenant Ibrahim and his men arrived at the castle and told us that he had been ordered to leave the OP by his commander.  That night we had 23 soldiers at the Castle and five vehicles, but the hill was large enough to hide them all.  Most of us didn’t want to get any sleep, waiting to see if the war would begin at 0300.  I went to the highest part of the hill, a mound where we put two LRRPs on OP position.  It was cold, with the wind cutting through us, but we didn’t care.  None of us talked, just looked out across the desert for any sign of movement.  Our world was green, and grainy, through the lens of the PVS-7s.  The night was clear, the sky was full of stars, and we waited.

 

The Castle, or "Castle Clownskull" on January 18th.  The holes were for us to sleep in, in case of missile attack.  The orange panel was there so that our own aircraft wouldn't bomb us, but that was just a hope.  No aircraft would see it as they did a bomb run at Mach 1.  The folding satellite dish is beside the DMV (Desert Mobility Vehicle)

 

At 0300 the world was still quiet.  No movement at all and no sign of a bombardment.  I glanced off to the distance and I saw the sky light up, like it was a thunderstorm seen from across the ocean.  There were no sounds, since the explosions were far away.  No one else saw the flashes of light, because I was the only one with the NVGs on.  I called down to the rest of the Team to get up there, NOW!  Something was happening!  I told them that I think I was seeing Baghdad getting bombed.  In an instant the world changed from a quiet desert night, to a continuous sound and light show.  The Iraqi anti-aircraft guns at the end of the wadi opened up, firing into the air at targets that either weren’t there, or we couldn’t see them.  The big 23mm cannons sounded like they were right next to us.  Farther back surface to air missiles roared into the sky, and exploded in a fireworks display over our heads.  The closest missiles and ADA could be seen without the NVGs, but since I had them on the entire sky looked like it was alive with a thousand balls of light, all racing to the sky, searching for something to kill. 

I looked around our little knob on the hill and all 17 of the Americans were there.  The little hilltop was small, so each man was holding onto the other so they wouldn’t fall off.  K.C. began to sing, in a quiet voice, Lennon’s “all we are saying, is give peace a chance”.  Soon the others on the hill picked up the song, and holding onto each other, rocked back and forth.  I figured this was scene that would be hard to describe to anyone later.  Here we were, the closest Americans on the ground, to the enemy.  We were probably within a few miles of the anti-aircraft guns and Iraqi positions, and we were singing “give peace a chance.”

I realized that we were all easy targets and broke the mob up, telling them to spread out.  As we did one of the LRRPs pointed up and said “Holy shit… look up!”  I looked up with my night vision goggles and saw hundreds of aircraft, in a line, heading towards Kuwait.  The aircraft heading into Kuwait had their running lights on, but cut them off when they reached the border.   There was a second line of aircraft, coming back from their bomb runs. 

Kuwait City got hammered next, and we could see the huge explosions with the naked eye.  The sky all along the border erupted with anti-aircraft guns and missiles.  The tracers from the ADA would snake back and forth across the sky like a kid squirting a garden hose.  As the closer explosions went off the guys around the OP would say “oooh” and “aaah” like it was a 4th of July fireworks display.  One of the guys nicknamed that night “The Lightshow” but I called it the “Footprint of Allah”. It was exciting and terrifying to watch.  Oil pipelines and refineries went off in gigantic flame balls, spraying burning oil into the sky.  Kuwait City, burned, and though it was 75 miles away, we could see the sky bright from the flames.   Ibrahim stood beside me and said “Oh my God” when he saw all the destruction.  That was strong language coming from him, because he was very religious.

I looked up and saw one of our own aircraft, pretty low, go screaming down the wadi.  It looked like it had sparks or flames coming out of the engine.  I continued to watch to see if  the pilot ejected, but it continued on to the south.  As I watched the aircraft disappear in the darkness I saw explosions in Saudi Arabia, behind us.  Ruqi kept their lights on throughout most of the night, but at 0530 the lights went out.  This may have been from Iraqi artillery that was shelling the town.  The Iraqis shelled Ruqi more than any other place, because they knew where it was on the map.

Right before sunrise one of the OPs to the east of us was being shelled by Iraqi artillery.  The Special Forces guys there requested artillery or aircraft to take out the enemy guns.  Two and a half hours later they finally got an airstrike on the Iraqis in front of their position.  Close air support was a low priority that night and other targets were more important.  Between 0300 and 0600 I counted six separate flights of aircraft going northward.  Each flight had hundreds of aircraft in them.  At sunrise I finally decided to get some sleep, though I wanted to watch.  I knew I would need some sleep in the future, so the light show would have to wait. 

 

KC, Baby Doc and I a few days later.  We are eating a breakfast of foraged food from a convenience store in Ruqi.  Clothing is a combination of American and Saudi.  Desert Storm was cold, and wet... not the hot and dry that most folks think when they think of a desert

Sewing and more sewing

I have finally gotten back into writing the Desert Storm chapter.  I slowed down a bit due to trivial reasons.  My wife gave me Call of Duty: Blackops for Christmas and I’ve been going online playing that.  My gamer tag is 3/75 RGR 1984.  I’ve been getting a lot of stories from other A Teams that were in Kuwait City.  One fight, simply known as the Battle of Cemetary Ridge, took place in a cemetery, and ended up involving an entire Special Forces company, mortars and heavy weapons.   I still don’t know when it will be finished, because once I finish writing what I did, I will include a brief history of what was going on throughout the battlefield… to put it all in context.  A few fresh wounds were opened up while writing.  At that time I was madly in love with a girl named Betsy, who died just a few years ago of diabetes.   My book on Francis Marion was dedicated to her. 

 

I’ve also spent a lot of time scanning old army pictures and putting the digital versions on my computer.  I have also uploaded these to my personal facebook page, so that they don’t get lost if the computer crashes.  I don’t allow too many people on my personal facebook page, because I don’t want to get confused by all the traffic that having hundreds of people as “friends” would create.

 

Since we had a lot of snow and ice recently I took advantage of that spare time to do some sewing of reenacting clothing.  I’m going to experiment with a unit that is simply known as the Model Company.  They do a total immersion reenactment, where everything is exactly like a military camp for one weekend.  However to do this all the clothing must be totally authentic, to include hand stitching.  So I have to redo some of my clothing.  Most of my clothes are authentic, but I had to redo a pair of trousers and a hunting frock. 

 

This last weekend I spent in a basement in Colonial Williamsburg.  There was a leather breeches workshop there.  Each participant sews their own leather, buckskin, breeches using authentic techniques.  Putting together leather breeches is a lot different than cloth breeches due to the sewing style.  If a person sewed the same as they did using cloth, then the leather would come apart easily along the perforated sewing line. The leather is all tanned using authentic methods, so the workshop smelled heavily of smoked leather.  Everyone came away smelling like bacon.  It will take me several months to finish the pants, but I hope to have them done in time for the first big reenactment at Guilford Courthouse in March. 

 

 

The challenges of modern life

This blog doesn’t get updated too often, but it isn’t due to any laziness, or leading a dull life.  Since I last made an entry on this blog I have gone to four Revolutionary War reenactments, three Junior ROTC Raider competitions (where the Raiders have come within the top three places each time), and one wedding.  In between this busy life I have tried to continue writing my biography and did some research for the “Nothing but Blood and Slaughter” revision.  I have to keep up entries in three, yes three, Facebook pages, and several Yahoo group pages.  I have been using Facebook to find some of the soldiers who fought with me in Grenada and in Desert Storm, and asked them about what they saw.  Some of the responses were excellent and will be used in my book.  An example of this is a Facebook message from Brad Gallardo, a guy who was in my platoon then:

 

“We were all yelling for Bannon to get down, and he was just to your right.  Just to the right of the porch you were on.  I guess you were too busy sending rounds down range.  Anyway, Haring, Zamora and I thought they got him good because he went flying back.  However, by the time the fire-fight ended, the medic and a couple other guys had him on a jeep, and he was gone fast.  We didn't hear until an hour later, or so, that he was shot in his upper left arm. Next time we saw him was in pictures at Walter Reid Med. Cen.”

 

Last weekend was the 40th Anniversary of the Reenactment of the Battle of Camden.  Not the 40th anniversary of the battle, but the 40th anniversary of the reenactment that was first held in 1970.  Only two reenactors who were there in 1970 were also participating this weekend, Pat Montgomery of Fanning’s militia and Jay Callaham of the Guards.   We recreated two battles last weekend.  On Saturday we recreated Hobkirk’s Hill, which was fought within the limits of modern-day Camden.  On Sunday we recreated Gibbe’s Plantation, which was a running firefight during the British approach march to Charleston.  Both of these fights were requested by other reenactors.  The Gibbes Plantation scenario came about because a few reenactors asked me if I could come up with a scenario where the Americans could be in the redoubt at Camden and have the British attack it.   I did a search through my series, “Nothing but Blood and Slaughter” and could only find a few.  The problem is that the British usually were in the redoubts, on the defensive, guarding supply depots or major ports.  The Americans were extremely mobile, not being fixed to one location for a long period of time.  I finally found Gibbes Plantation, which was when the Americans were still in the defense, prior to the fall of Charleston in May 1780. 

 

In the reenacting hobby there comes a wave, or renaissance, of authenticity.  I have been part of that authenticity movement several times in the 30 years that I have been reenacting.  It seems that the authentics may be on the move again.  In September I took part in the Battle of Brandywine.  Though the actual battle happened in Pennsylvania, we did the reenactment in Delaware because it was a better site.  The location was Brandywine park, along the Brandywine Creek.  While there my unit, the Carolina Brigade (consisting of the 2nd North Carolina, the 2nd South Carolina, the 6th North Carolina and Kingsbury Artillery) made one company.  We “campaigned” during the weekend, which means we only took in what was on our backs and we slept out under the stars.  The cavalry elements of the Carolina Brigade, the 3rd Continental Light Dragoons, were attached to the larger mounted corps.  They ended up having 25 cavalry on the field, making Brandywine the largest cavalry event in Revolutionary War reenactment history. 

 

The Carolina Brigade infantry lived out of our packs and associated with other “authentics” (or progressives as many of them like to be called).  These units included the 2nd Virginia Regiment and the Augusta County Militia.  The Augusta County Militia camped off site on Friday and marched 12 miles to the battle on Saturday.  All of us slept on the ground, cooked our food around a circular pit kitchen and had a pretty good time.  Going into the next year I think I am going to become more involved with some of these more authentic units. 

Restoring Honor

Last weekend I took my three daughters up to Washington, D. C. to attend the Restoring Honor Rally at the Lincoln Memorial.  This is something I decided to do around the beginning of summer.  I figured if this rally would reach its planned goal of hundreds of thousands in attendance, I needed to get a hotel at the far reaches of the empire.  So I looked up the subway lines and I figured I would get a hotel near the last subway station, in Franconia/Springfield, Virginia.  The Best Western hotel there even had a shuttle service going to the subway.   I looked up the different travel sites and the gnome got my business, and I booked the hotel. 

 

My daughters and I left North Carolina as soon as they were out of school.  We drove straight to Springfield, Virginia, about a five hour drive and arrived at the hotel around 10:00 that night.   I figured we could get a jump on the crowd by getting down by the station around 0800.  We woke up at 6:30, at the free breakfast in the hotel, and then took the shuttle to the station.  This is when I realized that this was not a normal event. 

 

About a mile from the station we saw throngs of people moving in the direction of the station, carrying folding chairs and daypacks.  There were dozens of buses unloading on the side of the road.  The driver of the shuttle asked me what was going on, and I told him about the Restore Honor rally.  He said he had never seen anything like this before.   When we got to within a quarter mile of the station the shuttle couldn’t move anymore due to the traffic.  I told the driver thanks, and let us out there.  We walked to the end of this long, long line, snaking its way down the road.  Folks leaving the line spoke of impending doom, telling us that it was a three hour wait from the end of the line. 

 

Well, where else were we going to go?  This also was a challenge to my Ranger skills.  Would I quit before I reached the objective?  Heck, no!  We got in line and began slowly, extremely slowly, moving towards the station that we couldn’t even see yet.  The event started at 10:00, and when it began we were still outside the station, moving a foot or two every ten minutes or so.  I called a friend, Dave McKissick, who was over in Vienna, Virginia grabbing the subway from there.  He told me that they had only moved a few hundred feet in the last two hours.  So the crowds were huge at all the stations. 

 

At 11:00 we were in the parking garage and could see the station a few hundred yards away.  We had been in the line for three hours at that time, but no one was complaining or angry.  It was the opposite.  Spontaneous singing would burst out from time to time, with the favorites being Amazing Grace or America the Beautiful.  Some teenage girls went down the line and organized a singing of the National Anthem at 10:30, and the parking garage echoed the song. 

 

By 11:30 we were inside the terminal and had to get in line to buy the tickets.  Many folks had left when they heard that Sarah Palin had already spoken.  They were discouraged because they figured the event would be over before they could get there, and they went back to their hotels to watch it on television.  I was going to continue.  My girls were bored, but they didn’t complain.  We had plenty of water in the pack I was carrying, but no food.  My mistake and it would cost me a lot later.    

 

The police at the turnstiles warned us to not get off at the Smithsonian station, because it was backed up and no one could move.  Wow!  The Smithsonian was a mile and a half from the Lincoln Memorial.  How big were the crowds?  We were advised to get off in Arlington and walk to the Lincoln Memorial.  The subway assistants were standing beside the ticket machines, punching the buttons for the crowd so that they could get out of the way quicker.  After buying our tickets we moved to the train and were actually able to find a seat.  In front of me sat a Hispanic woman, who talked to someone on a phone and she told them that she was scared, and didn’t know what was going on.  Behind me a young Black woman asked me what was going on, and I explained the Restore Honor rally to her.  She thought it sounded like a great idea and was amazed she hadn’t heard about it.  I texted Dave, who told me that he had made it as far as the Washington Monument, then had to stop due to the crowds.    I was amazed again, since the Washington Monument was almost a mile from the Lincoln Memorial.  This had to be a huge crowd and it would be the largest I had ever been involved in.

 

I made emergency plans with the girls.  I told them where to go if they got separated from each other.   We chose the Washington Monument as our rally point and I gave them all my cell phone number to put in their pockets.  I didn’t know what to expect.   We did get off at the Arlington rally, and walked across the Arlington Bridge.  It was around noon.  As we made our way to the Lincoln Memorial I saw hundreds of folks leaving the rally.  They had been there all day and were heading back to get lunch or get out of the sun.  The pictures taken during the height of the day, showing the size of the crowd was after hundreds of the crowd had left.  

 

The girls held my hand and we were able to get behind the Lincoln Memorial by climbing over the wall.  I found myself behind Glen Beck, and saw the crowds spread out in front of us.  It was huge.  There were bodies on both sides of the reflecting pool, under the trees, to the left and right of the trees and going all the way back to the Washington monument.  I had never seen that many people gathered at one time.  Unfortunately we were behind Beck and I couldn’t hear him too well.  The speakers were turned the other way. 

 

I grabbed the girl’s hands and we worked our way around the right, and through the crowds.  We moved with the flow, but soon the flow stopped and we had nowhere to move.  I then went over the chain link railings and walked over people’s blankets on the ground, working my way to the Korean War memorial.  There were giant TV screens set up over there to show what was going on.  I kept moving, until I heard someone yell out “Ranger!”  I was wearing a black and gold Ranger tab shirt, and I saw an older guy, wearing a Ranger scroll hat.  I sat down beside him after another couple left the area. 

 

As we watched Beck on the giant monitor the older Ranger gave my girls some brownies.  This was a lifesaver for them.  They were hungry and hot and this helped the situation. The Ranger had been an H Company Ranger in Vietnam.  There were no Ranger Battalions during Vietnam, but thirteen Ranger Companies served there.   While Beck spoke an annoying helicopter kept flying close to get pictures, but it didn’t damper anyone’s spirits.

 

Beck’s message was that American needed to return to the Judeo-Christian values.  When he introduced the “Black Robe Regiment” of over 200 priests, rabbis, imams and preachers, the crowd got to their feet and applauded.  When he told the story of the song Amazing Grace, a bagpiper came out and played.  The crowd, hundreds of thousands, began to sing Amazing Grace with the bagpipe.  When Beck told that they had raised over 5 million dollars for the Special Operations Wounded Warrior Foundation, the crowd went wild.  Someone unfolded a large American flag on the Lincoln Memorial steps and it was on the giant TVs.  The crowd went wild again.  The rally ended in a prayer from Dave Reever, a Vietnam vet who had most of his body burned by a phosphorous grenade. 

 

As the crowd left the area, a country singer sang the Star Spangled banner.   I heard that folks had to wait hours to get out of there on the subway.  I took the girls to the Smithsonian, where we at a $70 lunch consisting of hot dogs and hamburgers in the American History museum.  I know that we are held captive on the mall, but $70 for hot dogs and hamburgers was one of the biggest crimes of the day. 

 

After visiting the history museum we took the subway back to Arlington.  I took the girls to the top of the hill to see the gardens of stone and to see the Tomb Guard.  We arrived in time to see the changing of the guard.  That night we ate pizza in the hotel (for a third of the price of the Smithsonian hot dog lunch) and the girls swam in the extremely cold pool.  It was a great day!



 

0200 in the morning

Every night I am up till 0200 or 0300 in the morning writing the final chapter of my “me” book.  Even then I have to force myself to go to bed, though I could continue writing until the sun came up and I finally passed out from exhaustion.   I am writing the story of Desert Storm, though I am now written over 70 pages, and I haven’t even started the war.  I wrote about going through the first Special Forces Selection Course, then going through the Q-Course (Qualification Course).  I also wrote about the drama going on in my life with my brother being killed while he was in 3rd Ranger Battalion and the girl that I thought was my soul mate dumping me, then getting back together, then dumping me and then getting back together, until the final dump.  I have written about the creation of a new Special Forces Battalion in 5th Group, and the problems that came with that.  A lot of the senior leaders were less than stellar, because other units won’t send their best to start a new unit, but send their less competent to get rid of them.   Even going to war was chaotic, due to Special Forces not having a role at first because General Schwarzkopf had some personal grudge against them that we couldn’t figure out. 

 

So all of this makes for interesting reading each night.  I say “reading” because for 20 years I kept a diary of what I was going in the military.  In the end it constituted almost 20 books, which sit on the bookshelf behind me.  As I read each daily entry, from 1990, the memories come rushing back.  It is a fantastic source material, and a lot of it I don’t remember.  Luckily I kept those diaries. 

 

Like always, whenever I start writing, interesting and downright spooky things happen.  When I was writing about Grenada I was contacted by several of the guys I was in Grenada with on Facebook.  When I was writing about the friendly fire death of Russell Hobgood in the 3rd Ranger Battalion, his son, who wasn’t even born yet, contacted me out of the blue.  So this time, as I was writing about the time period when my brother died, I was searching for some papers.  When I picked up my diary for that time period, a letter fell out.  This letter was addressed to me, and it was from my brother.  It had never been opened.   

 

I don’t know why I never opened it, but I tore it open to see what it could say.  After the first sentence I remember why I didn’t open the letter.  The opening sentence says:

“OK numbnut, if you opened this before you started up to NC, then fold it back up and follow instructions.  Open after ya leave!”

I didn’t open that letter back then because my brother gave it to me when I was leaving the 3rd Ranger Battalion and I was going to the newly formed F Company, 51st LRSU in Stuttgart, West Germany.   He told me to open it after I got to Germany and I had put it in my journal, where it has sat for 24 years. 

 

In the letter my brother, Sean, writes of various things, but he also wrote:

 

The main reason I left the Corps was to be back with people that cared about me.  My friends in Tampa.  I missed them more than anything.  And you know why I mainly came in the Rangers.  So I could be with you.  You know, maybe go win a war or something together.  I consider you a brother and a friend.

 

Towards the end of the letter he wrote:

 

I better close now or I’m going to put tear stains on the paper.  Yeah, even a big-bad ex-jar head sheds a tear or two once in a blue moon.  Well, bye, and I hope you find whatever it takes to make and keep you happy.  I love you. 

Your brother,

Sean

 

I did find what made me happy.  It took until I was almost 35, but it did finally happen.

The last line of the letter he wrote:

 

Rangers Lead The Way

 

It was an amazing night, at 0200